Re: On broken wings « Reply #45 on Jan 17, 2008, 12:50pm »
"When someone takes a part of you with them, they will end up poisoning them self with there own bile... Whereas you simply love again and gain that part back...
A William listened, a new person came to mind; a short, curvy girl with black hair, red wings and eyes and short fangs, tattoos on her arms and around her waist, {Karmyn} and then a night, not too long ago came to mind... He had been young and in rut, and she had been drunk and looking for some fun... That night was not one had had bee very proud of, but it had given him his first crush... and his first broken heart...
"The first time the hardest to go through and the last the easyest to heal from, but it only makes you hard and cold..."
Will then pulled back a bit from her and lifted her face up to look at him; "Ivanna... I want to make you feel valued... loved... Everyone deservs that at least once, and you need it very much right now... will you let me?" His cheeks tinted slightly and hsi eyes scearched hers as he waited...
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Re: On broken wings « Reply #46 on Jan 17, 2008, 1:14pm »
"What if, their leaving was your fault, because you may not have been whom the expected either?" she asked. "or else, you did something they could never approve of, that may have hurt them so deeply, they felt betrayed? Doesn't that change things?"
She knew the answer in her heart, of how she felt. That with her actions, she had caused everything that happened. By acting as she did, she betrayed everyone and everthing she had once cared about.
She thought about his question, and wondered how she should answer. She had been loved, for herself, and nothing else.The image of a black shadow demon swept through her mind. Too let someone else in, almost felt like she would be betraying him. She had fallen in love with him that frst day when they had met, and he had tried so hard to save her. He had even been willing to change himself for her. She could sense that, but had never let him.
"I don't know," she replied honestly, afraid of hurting him, but afraid of hurting herself as well.
Re: On broken wings « Reply #47 on Jan 17, 2008, 1:24pm »
Will closed his eyes at that... "Yes, it can change things, but the answer is still the same..."
When she told him she didn't know he smiled sadly at her; "Then know that I do value you Ivanna... And I want to help you heal... whenever you're ready..."
He fought the urge to kiss her as he slowly opened his eyes and looked at the sad, broken angel in his arms...
'Life is always hardest on the ones who are most tender..."
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Re: On broken wings « Reply #48 on Jan 29, 2008, 12:01pm »
She could feel the pain and sadness that her answer invoked in him, and immediatly regretted it. Wishing she could change the past, or perhaps forget part of it, she closed her eyes. She was afraid that her answer would hurt him, or at least, upset him a little, but she was scared. After her almost perfect life, the one mistake just seemed ot lead to another, all centered around love.
Breifly, she wondered if love was a punishment for some, and a reward for others. It seemed so rewarding at the time, but now, it just hurt.
"Thank you for that," she whispered. She could feel that he spoke truly. Regardless, he would not push her, or be angry, and she needed that more than anything. That simple thought made a decision for her.
"You'll be the first to know, and the one to help me get there."
Re: On broken wings « Reply #49 on Jan 29, 2008, 12:08pm »
William nodded at her in understanding; 'willing but not just yet...'
"You're welcome... " He let out a short breath and then leaned back on the foot of the couch still gently holding Ivanna in his arm as he closed his eyes and let his head lay back and pop lightly bringing a slight humm of relief...
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